FML

[elvenavari]

I...am a horrible person.

Sometimes I don't even know why I bother. This is one of those moments that I feel the world would be better without me. One of those moments I wish I had never been born.

I just...

I don't know. I just can't say that I'm sorry enough. It never matters.

Comments

[aubreys-master.livejournal.com]

D: ????

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

One word, mom. I'll tell you later.

[scatteredlogic.livejournal.com]

You're not a horrible person. I've known some horrible people, and the one thing they all have in common is that the idea they were horrible would never enter their minds.

I don't know what's happened, but please remember that everyone makes mistakes and that everyone does things they regret. No one in this world is exempt, and anyone who claims otherwise is a liar. It doesn't make people horrible; it just makes them human. ~hugs~

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

Thanks SL. It just seems that I make more mistakes than a person should.

[vixenofargentum.livejournal.com]

Nobody is that horrible of a person.

Sometimes we do dumb things, but mistakes are to be learned from. Yes, we cannot take anything back...we must march on forward. But there is nothing that cannot be forgiven in some sense or another.

In fact, don't say you're sorry--instead, say that you'll change.

Please, it took me more than one attempt on my own life to understand this.

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

I've told myself that I would change before. Hasn't happened yet apparently.

[imadra-blue.livejournal.com]

Sweetie, we all make mistakes. Don't hate on yourself. *hugs*

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

I wish it was that simple. -hugs-

[amarissia.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

-hugs back-

[starry-nights88.livejournal.com]

I'm going out on a limb here--does this have to do with Chris? Did you talk to him? Did it, um, not go well?

Whatever it is, IM me when you get on. We can talk.

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

Actually... it doesn't. No, it didn't go that well but it's done.

I will tomorrow. I'm about to pass out now.

[hogwartsvixxxen.livejournal.com]

Don't you EVEN think like that! I only met you fot a day but I can tell you are a very caring person who has a lot to give. I'm sure whay ever you did to whomever that you didn't mean it and that they'll forgive but you ARE NOT a horrible person.

now take your right hand and place it on your left shoulder,
take your left hand and place it on your right shoulder
now squeeze REAL TIGHT
you have just been hugged by me
repeat
you have just been hugged by Tanya

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

Thank you dears.

[hogwartsvixxxen.livejournal.com]

anytime we're here for you

[raingoddess2040.livejournal.com]

*squeezes* No one is that horrible of a person. and you're sorry, sooo... *hugs again*

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

-hugs- Thanks.

[izy2weird.livejournal.com]

You are not even close to being a horrible person! I am sorry that things are going rough for you, but horrible you are not. I am here if you ever needs to call, skype, or chat and just vent about whatever it is that has brought on this totally untrue line of thinking about yourself!

I hope you get to feeling better soon.

Luvs ya chica!

[ingrid44.livejournal.com]

Don't please ever think this way. I knew someone who in a moment of despair committed suicide. You don't come back after that! There's no chance to turn things around, no second chance.

Cry, yell, scream if necessary - but don't think you're worthless, of no use
to the world. Remember your pals here in LJ who would miss your creativity, your imagination. Think of the pleasure you bring to your readers. Love!!!

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

Oh I was crying while I wrote this. But you don't have to worry, I would never commit suicide. I enjoy the good moments of my life to much.