In Great Detail Meme: Day 2

[elvenavari]

Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail

My first love? Well… if I wanted to get truly technical my first love was a boy I met on a Toby Tours bus ride to Florida. I was about 3 or 4; my parents couldn’t go so my nana and great aunts took me. I fell hard for this boy. We played together, there are pictures of us talking… like really in depth talking, and pictures of us in Mickey Mouse’s dressing room. Have I seen him since that trip? If I have… I didn’t know it. It’s always been one of those “could’ve been” moments.

Untechnically… I fell in love for the first time in 4th grade. I was in elementary school and the principal brought a boy who had just moved to the area to our class. I know it sounds cliché but for me the moment he stepped in the doorway things seemed to slow down. I could only stare as he was introduced and then sat by me because it was the only seat in the class left. I don’t remember if we talked much. His name was Chris; he had blonde hair and blue eyes.

The next year he had moved again and I didn’t see him. When we started middle school he was back, he was in my 1st and 2nd period classes. For the longest time I thought he just looked familiar and then one day I figured it out. I walked up to him and said, “Your name is Chris!” He just gave me a weird look and said, “Yeah Olivia.” Given, this was like weeks into the year. >.>;

Chris was into anime, he’s actually the reason I got into anime because I wanted to have a common interest with him. First it was DBZ, then Ronin Warriors, Sailor Moon, Outlaw Star, Gundam Wing… and so many more. I think I eventually became a bigger fan than he was.

I crushed on Chris until the 11th grade. At that point I had confessed my feelings twice, changed who I was completely… just for him to like me. But he never did. The final draw came my 16th birthday. I won’t get into what happened here because it was really painful for me. Chris was the leader of my group of friends and it tore us all apart when we had our falling out.

I now only have two pictures of him, it would be one but the other has two of my other friends and was really expensive (not counting year books). I gave them all back to him when I ended our friendship. I doubt that act meant as much to him as it did me.

Chris will be the boy I will never but would like to forget.

Now I have another Chris and he is wonderful. We’ve been friends for nearly four or five years but have only been dating for seven months. Really though… it only took me a month to know that I wouldn’t mind one bit if he turned out to be The One.


Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 – Your day, in great detail
Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 – A moment, in great detail
Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 – Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 – This week, in great detail
Day 14 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 – Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 – Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail