"The knight rises unharmed among fire. But in the real life, why is he dining behind a mask?"

[elvenavari]

This is gonna sound really bad but...

I was with people, friends all night long, but I felt like I was the only person for a million miles. I am so lonely it's not even funny.

I guess it's that feeling where people are talking to you, laughing with you, but you just know deep down that they wished you weren't there.

I have been working on papers all day and my brain is fried. I still have one left to do. Argh.

Kelly, Brandon, Jess and a bunch of other people went to the falls to see the moonbow. I wasn't asked to go. I couldn't have gone because of these damn papers but it would have meant the world to have been asked.

I feel like I really need to just sit down and have a good cry. Not even cheerful music is making me happy.

I feel lost... unwanted...

Yeah... I guess that's all...

Hope everyone else's night is better than mine.

Comments

[ohgeeitsme.livejournal.com]

I love you livy <3

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

Thanks Danny. Love ya too.

[nicole9514.livejournal.com]

(((HUGE HUGS))) sweetie

That makes me so sad for you, i only have one really close friend, she's been my best since 1st grade, I didn't keep in touch with any others b/c i figure it's better to have one good friend than a bunch of crappy ones.

I hope your day gets better.

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

-hugs back- Thanks Nicole! At least someone out there cares, Lord knows no one around me does.

[nicole9514.livejournal.com]

People can just be real ***holes sometimes. Just remember all those that do love you.

**hugs**

[javlynnwolfen.livejournal.com]

-hugs you-

I want you.

And yes.. lately.. that's the only way I feel.
Don't worry. Things'll get better.

[avari-maethor.livejournal.com]

Thanks Sara. -hugs back- I'll be at April's tomorrow! -squee!-