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elvenavariSome people are just jerks... we know this and yet we love them. Why? God knows I have no idea...
My crush, Brandon, or "B" as I like to call him, is such a jerk. I feel alone when I don't see him and he can be a sweetheart but lately he has been such a jerk. Tonight he almost made me cry.
I d/led "We Danced Anyway" by: Deana Carter and was humming along with it when I looked up at Kel and told her, "I sung this for a speach in Mr. Keckly's commuications class in highschool."
Now I don't sound like anyone truely amazing when I sing, but I sound decent. I've gotten compliments at church, which is about the only place I sing aside from the shower.
Kel told me that, "That's really cool. I didn't know you could sing for a speach."
That made me feel nice because it was a good comment. But then...
"You sang? I'm sorry but my ears are bleeding already." That was Brandon's comment.
Thank you B for the vote of self confidence! I think I will go shoot myself.
I stared at him for a moment but then lowered my eyes as they filled up with tears. I didn't let them fall though... years of practice has taught me how to control my tears. I just stayed quiet after that. Why should I say anything else when he could say something like that again?
I heard Kelly hit his arm and tell him to be nice but he didn't even say he was sorry. And he wonders why I told him I didn't feel like his friend on AIM a couple of weeks ago. He said he considered me one of his best friends and I told him "It doesn't seem like it sometimes." He said that that really hurt him. I bet he didn't even think about it for two seconds after I told him that.
I'm just waiting for the day that he and Kel start dating. They already act like it so why not just make it offical?
And people wonder why I smile so much...
My crush, Brandon, or "B" as I like to call him, is such a jerk. I feel alone when I don't see him and he can be a sweetheart but lately he has been such a jerk. Tonight he almost made me cry.
I d/led "We Danced Anyway" by: Deana Carter and was humming along with it when I looked up at Kel and told her, "I sung this for a speach in Mr. Keckly's commuications class in highschool."
Now I don't sound like anyone truely amazing when I sing, but I sound decent. I've gotten compliments at church, which is about the only place I sing aside from the shower.
Kel told me that, "That's really cool. I didn't know you could sing for a speach."
That made me feel nice because it was a good comment. But then...
"You sang? I'm sorry but my ears are bleeding already." That was Brandon's comment.
Thank you B for the vote of self confidence! I think I will go shoot myself.
I stared at him for a moment but then lowered my eyes as they filled up with tears. I didn't let them fall though... years of practice has taught me how to control my tears. I just stayed quiet after that. Why should I say anything else when he could say something like that again?
I heard Kelly hit his arm and tell him to be nice but he didn't even say he was sorry. And he wonders why I told him I didn't feel like his friend on AIM a couple of weeks ago. He said he considered me one of his best friends and I told him "It doesn't seem like it sometimes." He said that that really hurt him. I bet he didn't even think about it for two seconds after I told him that.
I'm just waiting for the day that he and Kel start dating. They already act like it so why not just make it offical?
And people wonder why I smile so much...
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