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I like waiting about two months after posting a entry, so much happens and it gives me something to write about. Since I waited this is most likely going to be another long one. It might surpass the last by being over 3 pages. I’ll tell ya when we get to the end. ^_^
My last day at work was a sad one; I’m really going to miss many of the people that I worked with. I especially miss going and talking to Mary Jo for 30-45 minutes each morning. I can call her but it’s just not the same. I did call her Wed morning in fact; we talked for about 25 minutes before I had to skaddle to class. I think I’ll prolly call her tomorrow too. I like having someone I can completely confide in, someone who I feel like I’m not bogging down their life with my randomness.
The Wednesday after my last day a few of the ladies that I was closest to at work wanted to take me out to lunch. So my great aunt, who had been spending some time with me, and I went to Frankfort and had lunch with them. I had never eaten at a place like that one and it was great.
So I was hoping that once I caught up on my sleep that I would be able to get some much deserved friend time with my friends back home before I moved back to school. I know that most of them have jobs and their lives to not revolve around me but I do miss just sitting down for like fifteen minutes and talking to them. These are people that I have grown up with; they are the ones that complete me. My best friend is one of these people and yet on my birthday I didn’t get even a simple phone call. Maybe I’m being whiney and a bit to clingy.
Moving on! Haha that’s a nice play on words, moving on when I’m about to talk about moving into college. Last year I didn’t have a roommate but this year I do. I was a bit worried since I like being alone, however, Katie is awesome and completely adorable in a funny type of way. So far we are getting along great and I hope that continues. As for the rest of the suite, I adore them all but one. It is well known which one I do not adore so I shall not mention any names. A downside about moving back into school was that they put some new rules in place. One of which was that we cannot have any type of pets. So Fishy had to go back home with my parents. T_T
Now what’s something that comes along with moving back into school? That’s right, classes. Our classes started the 22nd of August. So far it hasn’t been bad considering that I’m taking 19 hours of class with 11.5 of workstudy. Although I have a feeling that it will get worse as the semester goes on and things get busier. A good thing is that my Leadership class only lasts until October and I will have a free hour after that. I think my hardest class is going to be Acrylic Painting because I haven’t done anything that we are doing in there in sooooo long. I need to start my painting. Gah I need to go to Walmart. This damn art class has already cost me over $230 dollars.
The school decreased our hours of workstudy with the increase of minimum wage. Personally I think it’s stupid although with my course load the decrease in hours is a good thing I suppose. I do find myself having spare time however so what do I do with this time? Community service of course! We already have to have 40 hours of comm service to graduate but I recently learned that if you have 200 hours you receive the Hutton Service award, no money or anything it just shows that you are willing to go beyond what it normally required of you.
With this year also came losing another friend that I have grown quite attached to. Brandon. He found himself unable to return to Cumberland this year and now I rarely get to see him. I miss him greatly; he was one of the first friends I had at this school. He’s not the only one of course but he is quite possibly the one I miss the most.
In my last entry I talked about Mully and how I need a better nickname for him. Well after much debating, and him telling me his real first name, we came up with something that fit him and yet doesn’t give his real name away. It’s elvish for his real name, well at least one of the translations, Cyll. I really wanted to call him the one that started with a B but he liked that one and well since it is his name that was the final decision. Cyll is quickly becoming one of my best friends on AA.
It seems that AA is always having a contest of some sort. Either held by the main admin Ben, those are usually art contest, or by Vets that just come up with random ideas. Most recently the AA Awards for 2007 was held. The point of this contest was to name the best of the best of AA. Most welcoming (which I was runner up for), Most interesting topics, Best Writer, etc… Why bring this up? Because I was voted Best Writer on AA for 2007. How awesome is that?! I didn’t even realize that people read my stuff!
I need to stop making comments about wanting a boyfriend around Laura. She thinks that Richard and I will be the perfect couple just because he grew me a rose. Yes it was sweet but I think he would have said something by now. It’s really starting to bug me how much she thinks we will be perfect when she doesn’t even know him. In my mind Richard and I are both to stubborn to be perfect together.
A lot has happened with Dave, the guy I was talking about at the end of my last entry. I was talking to another friend about him and she warned me to be careful around him. Apparently the girlfriend that had recently ended it with him that he had been telling me about was on of her friends on AA. She ended it because of all the cyber stuff he wanted to do with her. Well a couple of days after this Dave was telling me that he had created a new account on AA. This was right after Moosandra, one of the admins, had posted a reminder about your account being your responsibility. I suppose I felt self righteous or something because I sent one of the admins that I trusted most, Lady, a message letting her know what he had told me over YIM. She thanked me for telling her and told me to be careful. Well with what my other friend had told me I was a bit concerned and asked her what she meant. She shouldn’t have told me some things that she did but basically she told me that of all the people she had restricted on AA for various reasons he was the one she had wanted to call the authorities on. That set off warning bells in my mind and I have been pretty much avoiding him since then. But! Even though I have been avoiding him he seems to have developed feelings for me. I’m not sure how that is possible; I’ve even told him that I don’t have the same feelings for him. Last night he was threatening to commit suicide and it upset me greatly.
Shortly after I had found all this stuff out about Dave I received a message from a person named Kizu on MSN. We traded pleasantries for a few moments before I asked him how he had gotten my name. I suspected AA as that is where most people who talk to me now get it. He confirmed that AA had been the place and even told me that we had talked a couple of times before. I don’t remember those conversations. But apparently they were pretty in depth. To sum it all up he wants to come to Cumberland when his family moves to Tennessee within the next year to finish his Master’s degree to make me happy. I was really surprised when he finally told me that he was talking about me because I have no feelings for him whatsoever! I mean seriously, I don’t remember ever talking to him! Okay I can’t leave this part out because I am still so shocked by it. The following is an actual quote from our conversation.
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I still cannot believe he said that! I was just staring at the computer screen with my jaw dropped. Later my friend Shelly told me that I was basically blowing him off and my reaction was, “Thank God!” I haven’t really spoken to him since we ended that conversation arguing about what our kid’s names would be. Seriously! DO. NOT. ASK.
Other than those two things my life has been relatively calm. I did find out that one of my friends from the internet pretty much does not exist. It’s a very long story that I don’t feel like going into other than me and two of my other friends, especially the one that was his girlfriend, felt very much betrayed. I was not as confused as them with everything else that had happened.
Alright that’s enough drama. Guess what? I’m officially 20! –cheer- My friend Sarah made me a cd for my b-day, because of it I have been inspired to make Laura and Jeremy a present. Knowing me it will most likely take until x-mas to put it all together the way I like it or I would present it to them much sooner. I can’t tell what it is because I want it to be a surprise. I know Laura will love it and I think Jeremy will appreciate it. Laura will most likely kill me in anticipation before x-mas, especially after I give her and Jeremy the questionnaire that goes along with it. ^_^
Wow, four pages. Longer than the last. –giggle-
My last day at work was a sad one; I’m really going to miss many of the people that I worked with. I especially miss going and talking to Mary Jo for 30-45 minutes each morning. I can call her but it’s just not the same. I did call her Wed morning in fact; we talked for about 25 minutes before I had to skaddle to class. I think I’ll prolly call her tomorrow too. I like having someone I can completely confide in, someone who I feel like I’m not bogging down their life with my randomness.
The Wednesday after my last day a few of the ladies that I was closest to at work wanted to take me out to lunch. So my great aunt, who had been spending some time with me, and I went to Frankfort and had lunch with them. I had never eaten at a place like that one and it was great.
So I was hoping that once I caught up on my sleep that I would be able to get some much deserved friend time with my friends back home before I moved back to school. I know that most of them have jobs and their lives to not revolve around me but I do miss just sitting down for like fifteen minutes and talking to them. These are people that I have grown up with; they are the ones that complete me. My best friend is one of these people and yet on my birthday I didn’t get even a simple phone call. Maybe I’m being whiney and a bit to clingy.
Moving on! Haha that’s a nice play on words, moving on when I’m about to talk about moving into college. Last year I didn’t have a roommate but this year I do. I was a bit worried since I like being alone, however, Katie is awesome and completely adorable in a funny type of way. So far we are getting along great and I hope that continues. As for the rest of the suite, I adore them all but one. It is well known which one I do not adore so I shall not mention any names. A downside about moving back into school was that they put some new rules in place. One of which was that we cannot have any type of pets. So Fishy had to go back home with my parents. T_T
Now what’s something that comes along with moving back into school? That’s right, classes. Our classes started the 22nd of August. So far it hasn’t been bad considering that I’m taking 19 hours of class with 11.5 of workstudy. Although I have a feeling that it will get worse as the semester goes on and things get busier. A good thing is that my Leadership class only lasts until October and I will have a free hour after that. I think my hardest class is going to be Acrylic Painting because I haven’t done anything that we are doing in there in sooooo long. I need to start my painting. Gah I need to go to Walmart. This damn art class has already cost me over $230 dollars.
The school decreased our hours of workstudy with the increase of minimum wage. Personally I think it’s stupid although with my course load the decrease in hours is a good thing I suppose. I do find myself having spare time however so what do I do with this time? Community service of course! We already have to have 40 hours of comm service to graduate but I recently learned that if you have 200 hours you receive the Hutton Service award, no money or anything it just shows that you are willing to go beyond what it normally required of you.
With this year also came losing another friend that I have grown quite attached to. Brandon. He found himself unable to return to Cumberland this year and now I rarely get to see him. I miss him greatly; he was one of the first friends I had at this school. He’s not the only one of course but he is quite possibly the one I miss the most.
In my last entry I talked about Mully and how I need a better nickname for him. Well after much debating, and him telling me his real first name, we came up with something that fit him and yet doesn’t give his real name away. It’s elvish for his real name, well at least one of the translations, Cyll. I really wanted to call him the one that started with a B but he liked that one and well since it is his name that was the final decision. Cyll is quickly becoming one of my best friends on AA.
It seems that AA is always having a contest of some sort. Either held by the main admin Ben, those are usually art contest, or by Vets that just come up with random ideas. Most recently the AA Awards for 2007 was held. The point of this contest was to name the best of the best of AA. Most welcoming (which I was runner up for), Most interesting topics, Best Writer, etc… Why bring this up? Because I was voted Best Writer on AA for 2007. How awesome is that?! I didn’t even realize that people read my stuff!
I need to stop making comments about wanting a boyfriend around Laura. She thinks that Richard and I will be the perfect couple just because he grew me a rose. Yes it was sweet but I think he would have said something by now. It’s really starting to bug me how much she thinks we will be perfect when she doesn’t even know him. In my mind Richard and I are both to stubborn to be perfect together.
A lot has happened with Dave, the guy I was talking about at the end of my last entry. I was talking to another friend about him and she warned me to be careful around him. Apparently the girlfriend that had recently ended it with him that he had been telling me about was on of her friends on AA. She ended it because of all the cyber stuff he wanted to do with her. Well a couple of days after this Dave was telling me that he had created a new account on AA. This was right after Moosandra, one of the admins, had posted a reminder about your account being your responsibility. I suppose I felt self righteous or something because I sent one of the admins that I trusted most, Lady, a message letting her know what he had told me over YIM. She thanked me for telling her and told me to be careful. Well with what my other friend had told me I was a bit concerned and asked her what she meant. She shouldn’t have told me some things that she did but basically she told me that of all the people she had restricted on AA for various reasons he was the one she had wanted to call the authorities on. That set off warning bells in my mind and I have been pretty much avoiding him since then. But! Even though I have been avoiding him he seems to have developed feelings for me. I’m not sure how that is possible; I’ve even told him that I don’t have the same feelings for him. Last night he was threatening to commit suicide and it upset me greatly.
Shortly after I had found all this stuff out about Dave I received a message from a person named Kizu on MSN. We traded pleasantries for a few moments before I asked him how he had gotten my name. I suspected AA as that is where most people who talk to me now get it. He confirmed that AA had been the place and even told me that we had talked a couple of times before. I don’t remember those conversations. But apparently they were pretty in depth. To sum it all up he wants to come to Cumberland when his family moves to Tennessee within the next year to finish his Master’s degree to make me happy. I was really surprised when he finally told me that he was talking about me because I have no feelings for him whatsoever! I mean seriously, I don’t remember ever talking to him! Okay I can’t leave this part out because I am still so shocked by it. The following is an actual quote from our conversation.
( Read more... )
I still cannot believe he said that! I was just staring at the computer screen with my jaw dropped. Later my friend Shelly told me that I was basically blowing him off and my reaction was, “Thank God!” I haven’t really spoken to him since we ended that conversation arguing about what our kid’s names would be. Seriously! DO. NOT. ASK.
Other than those two things my life has been relatively calm. I did find out that one of my friends from the internet pretty much does not exist. It’s a very long story that I don’t feel like going into other than me and two of my other friends, especially the one that was his girlfriend, felt very much betrayed. I was not as confused as them with everything else that had happened.
Alright that’s enough drama. Guess what? I’m officially 20! –cheer- My friend Sarah made me a cd for my b-day, because of it I have been inspired to make Laura and Jeremy a present. Knowing me it will most likely take until x-mas to put it all together the way I like it or I would present it to them much sooner. I can’t tell what it is because I want it to be a surprise. I know Laura will love it and I think Jeremy will appreciate it. Laura will most likely kill me in anticipation before x-mas, especially after I give her and Jeremy the questionnaire that goes along with it. ^_^
Wow, four pages. Longer than the last. –giggle-
